I began searching for the truth during my sophomore year in college. I was majoring in physics, and was taking and had taken many science courses including philosophy and psychology. I felt strongly that a unifying higher truth was reflecting in all disciplines. As a result, I deemed on campus the nickname of the hippy that was on a God trip. At that time, I felt that I was in search of a secular truth that resided in nature. Boy, was I wrong!
My grades suffered as I fell from one of the top students in my classes to a day dreaming student sitting in the rear of the class. I was actually feeling for patterns and associations that would lead me to the sole universal truth. This went on for years even after I returned to college in the later years, and blocked my thoughts of metaphysics, and concentration only on physics. The metaphysics came about because I realized that the universal truth had to account for our mental states also such as happiness and fulfillment in life with sex as being the under pinning.
Fortunately, I did complete my under graduate works, and was inducted into the National Honor Society. All the time, I still was feeling for the universal truth during any and all free moments in my life.
Things in my business were going so bad that the super stress caused salt to taste like sugar. This had to be approaching maximum stress. Sickness and illnesses began to line up for their term; I was continually ailing with two illnesses or three illnesses at the same time. HELL.
On the verge of total collapse, I sat in my small modest apartment, and said to the Lord that the devil was going to always attack me and overwhelm me. I continued by saying that I was going to serve you Lord to spit the devil. I didn’t feel worthy of receiving the Lord’s blessings. So, I was going to serve him for free while expecting nothing because He was so right about all things. Thru many hard knocks over much time I had finally come to that conclusion.
A few days pasted, and I felt a lift in my spirit; a few weeks pasted; I felt the yeast rising in my mind. At this time, I asked the Lord “why are you blessing me; I don’t deserve it because I choose the worldly ways first?” Low and behold, it came into my mind “you was keeping your word; so, I am keeping my word.”
From that moment on, I was gun hoe in the Lord Jesus. I began to read my bible, and the scriptures began to make all the sense in the world. But, I had one problem, and that was how to serve and move closer and closer to God…to know God. I wanted to satisfy God. Then, the answer to the big initial problem of finding God came to me as plain as day as I meditated. The Lord said, “the world was founded thru me by my Heavenly Father; all form, thoughts,logic, and reasoning is about me. I have God’s Spirit in me. You see the image of God now.” Bingo! I immediately made myself a bond servant to Him out of love.
I realized that God was truly omnipresent, and that Jesus is called the Son because he also was 100% man as we are, and was bound to one precept at a time, one measure at a time, but also was God among us in the flesh. He was 100% man and 100% Divine, our connection to the Kingdom of God.
My writing ministry is an attempt to evangelize the youth who has turned from God, and has placed their faith in science and technology as their god. So, I left the home where Jesus is known as Love, and with the Lord has journeyed into Intelligent Design to do spiritual battle, for the Lord is mighty, for the purpose to recall the youth back home.
The Lord has been with me always. AMEN.
*** Will Myers
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